Help me

Midnight -
I sit engulfed by the darkness of the room
I try to put up a fight
But I know that he will come soon

I yell, I shout
I tell him to leave me
I try to block him out
And although I hear his voice, it is him I cannot see

I scream for him to stop
But his screeches make my ears ring
The sound resonates -
I shiver with the pain it brings

I know that he wants it -
My veins are hot
The fact that he wants control of my body -
Is it my fault?

I never used to be this way;
Until I had met her
I had never gone insane

I fight back; I resist
I do not give him control of my mind
He does not tolerate this
Is this a sign?

My life is his desire
His want, his lust
To descend me into Hell's fire
He says it is my destiny, it is a must

I tremble, I shake
I scream as he takes advantage
He possesses me
I howl in agony

I writhe in pain
Overcome with shame and agony
I know my cries are useless - no one will hear me
And yet I cry -
"Somebody, please help me"