This is my Aria, This is my Song

This is my aria
This is my song
An ode of my love
A prelude of adoration
Still going strong

Dearest my love
Can you hear me?
You're far away, I know, and I'll never see you again
But love, do you still hate me?

I'm sorry for what I've done
I've hurt you without knowing
I didn't realise you had suffered
When I thought I was being loving

Ever since you left, darling
My soul has been shred to pieces
You taught me how to cut before
Do you remember?
You taught me that to life, there is more

Virgin blood has been shed
Severed skin tenderly divine
My love for you infused in every slit
With your memories still haunting my mind

I've kept your identity
I haven't told a soul
No matter who found out about me
What you've done to me, no one have I told

Relations with relatives
Breaking like shards of a mirror
Daring not to burden my God-given friends
So causing insanity to be triggered by a touch of life's lever

You probably won't believe me, I know
But see, I'm useless
I'm just like my father, always hurting my mother so -
This is my life's curse

My birthday is coming soon
It's likely you won't remember
This girl does not want to live to see that day
So God, please take those eyes of hers

My dearest love, I know that you are gone
But Time, the greatest Healer, cannot erase the pain
That has left me empty, cold and forlorn
In this world where all I deserve is to hang my head in shame

This is my aria
This is my song
An ode of my love to you
A prelude of adoration for you
That will last a lifetime long.